Dear Mom...

I quieted the voice inside to help you bear my presence 
Not knowing that the quietness would cover up my essence
My clumsiness and lack of know would put you in a rage
So I learned to suppress and walked gingerly back to my cage
Emotions were not okay to speak or feel or express
Unless the emotions helped you to ease your constant state of unrest
I tried with all my might to earn your love and affection
Not knowing that the goal was folly due to your affliction
Now I understand you couldn’t give what you didn't have
You did your best with the paradigm that you learned from your past
Now I know that love for myself is not a weakness but a strength
And I don't have to earn love from anyone or travel any length 
For approval, worthiness, happiness, or justification to
Live on this Earth as God has intended me to

- Former Marriage Counseling Client and Life Coach Client